Jun 1, 2021Member-onlyMemorial Day 2021 or Why I Need a New CarI used to like my teeny-weeny Chevy Volt that I have been driving for 6 years. It’s a good car, cheap as heck to run. I can drive more than 275 miles on 8 gallons of gas on the freeway, way more than that on city streets. It also has…California5 min read
Nov 18, 2020Member-onlyWhen We Get Through ThisWhen we get through this, I want to keep the bit about all of the restaurants on the street. I want more downtown areas to be cordoned off to cars. When we get through this, I want to see the Smuin Ballet perform on risers on O’Farrell Street at John’s…Pandemic2 min read
Nov 13, 2020Member-onlyOde to My Canvas Catsicle Bag with Rainbow HandlesI found it at a shop in Oakland There were just a few for sale I carry it with pride Everyone wants one Where did you get it, they ask They’re all out, I say I checked online It’s definitely a top 5 bag I’ve had in my life In…Frida Kahlo1 min readOde to My Canvas Catsicle Bag with Rainbow HandlesI found it at a shop in OaklandThere were just a few for saleI carry it with prideEveryone wants oneWhere did you get it, they askThey’re all out, I sayI checked onlineIt’s definitely a top 5 bag I’ve had in my lifeIn…----
Sep 26, 2020Member-onlyAbecedariumEach sentence goes through the alphabet in order. It’s allowed to skip one letter and one letter has to be one word. Almost nothing could have prepared us for the stench. Because we are in a third-tier city in Western China, the western toilet is not commonplace, and the only…China2 min read
Sep 25, 2020Member-onlyWhere the Holy DwellsThe holy dwells in the fabrics of India, in a woman’s bright sari, rich in colors with gold around the edges. It dwells in her scarlet bindi. In the dark eyes of the mothers and their children. In the moped upon which a family of five can travel. In the…India4 min read
Apr 6, 2020Member-onlyWriter in QuarantineI am writing and expressing and telling the truth to people for the first time. Therapists and doctors, they don’t get it either. This is my favorite: health professionals say, “It’s normal, many antidepressants make patients suicidal.” No, it is not normal. It is hell. And this: Oh are you…Suicide2 min read
Mar 30, 2020Member-onlyI am paranoid.I am paranoid. Humankind will change forever. The environment might get better but that is because not enough people are working. The economy is wrecked. Old men in Washington DC want us to die, want poor people and brown people and everyone they hate to die. I am afraid, not…Covid 193 min read
Feb 19, 2020Member-onlyIf They Chopped Open My Body (Part Two)If they chopped open my body, they would find a dozen cats, a few dogs, rabbits, gerbils, and hamsters. They would also find hurt pride from horse bites and sore bottoms from being thrown, as well as pretty manes and eyes. They would find crayons and pictures, clay pots glazed…Childhood2 min read
Dec 4, 2019Member-onlyWhat Died?What lived actually? The dream of the suburban life, three blonde children, swimming pool, skiing in winter. Running through leaves and then upon snow to get to school. The ugly half-melted snow. Blurs of seasons. All of that died or didn’t happen. It was an illusion. A long road trip…Adolescence2 min read
Oct 5, 2019Member-onlyAmtrak/Greyhound/Camel CigarettesWhen I was ten, I began to travel by myself. I was independent and rarely got homesick. I very much enjoyed taking the Greyhound Bus from…Travel3 min read